Today I decided to get off the banks of the stream of life and jump in, letting the universe carry me.
I’m not fighting life with upstream energy anymore or letting “overwhelm” keep me from swimming.
Today I trust that the universe is carrying me. I trust that the “divine intelligence” that Wayne Dwyer spoke about during this weekend’s Hay House “You Can Do It!” conference in Austin-the intelligence that tells a rosebud to open or our fingernails to grow- will guide me EXACTLY where I need to go.
Being the Type A person that I am, surrendering to the divine will is at first- terrifying. But once I leapt into the stream of the unknown and FELT the invisible net of the universe catch me the most unimaginable sense of relief and love and KNOWING came over me. I am being taken care of and I don’t have to DO anything.
What an amazing concept for one who has stewed in “overwhelm” for YEARS and had become resentful with the belief that I had to do everything myself. Resentful of the idea that while I’m busy working my ass off to pay the bills and escape “lack” by “this close”, my life’s purpose is slipping by and only because of MY CHOICES. I’m starting this blog after spending a life-changing weekend with my soul sisters Shanti and Denae.
We took in so much information and I’m STILL processing. Hell, just the fact that I’m PROCESSING this information instead of stuffing it into the realm of “overwhelm” (ooh, that’s good going to have to remember that one!) is a sign that I “jumped in” feet first.
Spending time with my soul sisters showed me what it feels like to be around like-minded people and I found myself feeling like I had “unplugged” a bit from my mystical self when I went home after the conference. Like I somehow needed to latch onto the coattails of their mystical energy to stay focused.
But something about that didn’t sit right with me. It is the time I came into what Panache Desai calls my “soul signature”. I bring the light wherever I go and I AM ENOUGH. Now that may sound “woo-woo” to a lot of people but the truth is it feels like TRUTH to me and I’m at a place where my truth, my soul signature, needs to come to light (what a great and apt analogy!).
So, I’m participating in Panache’s 33 Day Path: Discovering Your Soul Signature and just seeing where it goes. Instead of sitting on the sidelines or the embankment of the stream of life in the realm of overwhelm I’m letting source carry me and all I know is that wherever I’m going I feel like I’m PARTICIPATING in life.
I’m not on the outside looking in, living vicariously through others.
I’m finally finding my inner balance and floating on my own without assistance.
The trick is not to let myself get afraid of the feeling of exhilaration but I think that’s a subject for a whole other blog.
Bye for now….
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